Here’s me being whiny and irritating, but I really just have to vent. I will probably delete this later: Anyway, so many things have been making me feel stressed lately. Last night when I was with the girls we were talking about boobs, boob jobs, etc. They asked me what size I was and when I told them I’m a 34D they were in complete shock…like they couldn’t believe I’m that big. I got professionally measured and I fill the cups so IDK…but maybe they’ve been shrinking since I’ve been working out or something…huge blow to my ego. Then when I came home, like a insecure weirdo, I asked my dad if I look like I have small boobs and he was like “yup”. I went ranting to Daniel and he looked at me and said “OMG why are you worried about what everyone is saying about your boobs? Who gives a fuck what everyone else thinks about your boobs except for me! Your boobs look but to me! I love your boobs.” Not only that, but Daniel’s ex’s boutique requested to follow me on IG back in March I think. I approved not knowing it was her. When I found out later that it was her, I figured it might have just been coincidence. It was bothering me a little so I blocked and then unblocked the profile so that it would seem like she unfollowed me (and couldn’t see my posts). I also changed my username and display name so I couldn’t be searched. It made me feel a lot better…then in August the same profile requested to follow me again. Could it be a coincidence…again? If not, I wonder why she wants to follow me? She’s the one who left Daniel for someone else and is supposedly happy now so why does she care all of a sudden? I have nothing against her, but it’s been so long… Daniel and I will be going on 4 years. Maybe she’s just curious…but the whole thought makes me feel uneasy for some reason…I think I just can’t understand why you would care about someone you left so long ago…Did you end up making the wrong decision?